A different story

"I smile, I smirk, I laugh ,I wink The mirror gives it all back to me. "

I had this one Notorious looking Man  telling me 'Let me eve-tease you' @ bus after college, for which i jumped back and 'dint slap but' shooed him away. Thanks To my senses that I could react. Then at a shop I saw myself helping the shopkeeper to put the bundle of my items in an extra bag which he was struggling to do single handed. May be some other place and other time i would have had simply watched him doing that without offering my willing hand at work. I , who wakes up extremely late (when compared to others early risers) woke up @ 6 to fetch water with Mom , because we were short of the supply . I go buy milk.........                                                   paid electricity/phone bills.. this was something which I never did. All because my Pa isn't home.. this much work a very little of what his share was at home makes me feel so proud of what I dd ..  I PAID TH BILLS.. as though it was my moneyI used for that . I am waiting for him to be back, I miss his songs which irritated me out of my bed early morning and his driving.. I have to take bus to colg and i am late always ;)

Each day situations are different and when same situation hit back the reactions are very different. I myself am weiry of crossing the road but when I  have some friend of mine who is more tensed than I am from somehwre I get Confidence and we both find ourselves safe at the other end of the road. But with someone with greater level I stay behind . 

Now this accounts for an inferiority complex that I have or is it a symptom of Split personality at different road crossing.

Few acts of my own are sometimes so new and pride-worthy that gives me happiness and others are at the height of silliness that I feel child-like. Perhaps , this mixed behaviour is what we call Life and the circumstances! or is it that I am guided to do what is wrong when things are right and to take the right steps amidst blunders.

What I am having is Fun with life and  a funny life. I am model of inspiration and an object of humor.

I am River and I am a Lake.. Polluted or not is not to be disclosed (Govt takes heavy duty charges on that).

I am A forest fire and A candle in the dark.

Tame me or find Fame in me.. all will happen with your spark~